Vulnerable

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside, it's cold outside
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside, it's cold inside

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me, so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

Dear Brooke,

I'm missing you more and more each day.
A part of me died with you in that car, and I will never be the same.
I sit here thinking of all the things I wish I could have said to you; like how greatful I am for having known such an incredible woman, or how you didn't deserve to be taken from us so soon. You had so much potential, and so much to give the world.
I wish I could thank you for all the ways you've shaped me into the person I am today.
You have been a constant in my life.
And with everything that has been going on lately, it was good to have someone like you to turn to.
After all these years, and all the things we have been through.. it's going to be hard to let go.
I don't want to let go.

They say the good die young. This is proof.

I love you more than words could ever express.
Rest In Peace
8.23.86 - 4.19.09

I miss.. this feeling

And then I walked out onto the stage for the first time in my life. The light. The light is so bright that all that remains is you and the darkness.
You can feel the audience breathing. It's like holding a gun or standing on a precipice and knowing you must jump.
It feels slow and fast. It's like dying and being born and fucking and crying. It's like falling in love and being utterly alone with God; you taste your own mouth and feel your own skin and I knew I was alive and I knew who I was, and that that wasn't who I'd been up till then.
I'd never been so far away, but I knew I was home. I know everything, I thought.
I knew I'd never leave and I never have.

Honey and the moon

Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up now
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
And deep
As the sea

But right now
Everything you want is wrong,
And right now
All your dreams are waking up,
And right now
I wish I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom,
Where no one lives.

Remember when we first met
And everything was still a bet
In love's game
You would call; I'd call you back
And then I'd leave
A message
On your answering machine

But right now
Everything is turning blue,
And right now
The sun is trying to kill the moon,
And right now
I wish I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom,
Where no one lives
Freedom
Run away tonight
Freedom, freedom
Run away
Run away tonight

We're made out of blood and rust
Looking for someone to trust
Without A fight
I think that you came too soon
You're the honey and the moon
That lights
Up my night

But right now
Everything you want is wrong,
And right now
All your dreams are waking up,
And right now
I wish that I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom
Where no one lives
Freedom
Run away tonight
Freedom freedom
Run away
Run away tonight

We got too much time to kill
Like pigeons on my windowsill
We hang around
Ever since I've been with you
You hold me up
All the time I've falling down

But right now
Everything is turning blue,
And right now
The sun is trying to kill the moon,
And right now
I wish I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom
Where no one lives

♥

Speechless.

This can't be real.






Tell me this isn't real.

And it's you that makes me try

The summer dreams behind the eye
And it's the sleep that makes me alive
The sudden ease when you arrive
And it's you that makes me try

AH!

10 more days!
I'm so unbelievably excited.
♥